THE FOLLOWING POEM BY ADITYA VIKRAM SHRIVASTAVA OF LUCKNOW WAS SELECTED IN THE SHORTLIST OF WINGWORD POETRY PRIZE 2020 AND WON TEN THOUSAND RUPEES
Grandma scurries across the balcony
with her walking cane in hand.
Lazy city monkeys sit on the edge
of the parapet, feasting on raw
mangoes spread out to dry.
They play with pickles, sunbathing,
the tips of their fingers colored
golden in turmeric and spice.
On the clothesline, in the claws
of steel clips, an old sari hangs
loosely, fluttering over their small heads
as the mother monkeys pick lice.
They tear the clothes into halves,
granny winces, shoos them away
with all the loudness her breaking
body can muster, a prayer more
divine than her evening shloka,
until her voice cracks at last.
She keeps beating the marble floor
with the long stick that is
bent at the end like her back, till
all of them flee, become a distant dot
in the glare of that hot, quiet afternoon.
She picks the scattered pieces of
unmade pickles and checks them
for teeth marks. Unpins the torn
bedsheet and the torn sari,
carries them inside.
Her eyesight has grown weak,
and she can't sew it back.
So she holds it in
her shaking hands, and cries.
.
The fruit vendor hawks his lorry
on the clustered street, grinning
at her when grandma peers
out of the window, asks the price.
Her lungs shrink, wrinkles deepen,
Dasaratha weeps under her eyes.
The pickles should be ready
before the kids arrive.