a letter never sent (but always known)- Anusha Ratna

Hey, mister

Today, I saw a girl cry

I saw rivers die, and I saw eyes shy

away from the cold gaze

of a predator looking for a prey

I also saw a man stretch his hands far and wide,

like a tree spreading its branches for shade and hide

but then his fingers curved and curved and curved

till they were closed down as fists

coming down as hail

and they hit her face

marred her skin and yet she stood unfazed

Hey mister

Today, I heard of a war

of a war not overseas

not in other countries

but right here,

with people on their knees,

begging and tongues tipped with pleas.

I also heard of a child,

who loved his parents,

he was shot in the head,

for being child of idealogical caste long dead.

His only fault, was that somebody, someone, somewhere long back

that his family was born to serve,

and that he got what he deserved.

Hey mister

Today, I saw a man

on his knees with his face in his hands

his cheeks were tracked with tears,

mourning the loss of his land,

where his ancestors once grew

cotton and honey,

now stood tall buildings,

small springs

trees bending

down to the will of men

with more money than its leaves

guns blazing

stars blinking

I also saw a solitary flower blooming

in the browns of factories

and industries belching

out smoke

where once lived families with households,

villages with home-folk

voices and thoughts outspoke

animals and the gentlefolk.

But now stood tunnels and buildings and houses,

which could now cloak

the forgotten stories of the kin-folk.

Hey mister,

Today I saw a water gushing,

down the taps of a little slum,

situated past the line, where comforts ended,

and started at the line,

where wills bended,

there was once a river,

which ran faster than our thoughts,

and roared louder than our petty bouts,

now the river had more filth,

than it has water,

it had turned into a memory,

soon to be forgotten

by everyone but the people,

who still stayed up all night,

had fought every fight,

burned their soul to just make it alright,

for their children sleeping in little cots,

made of sweat and blood and hopeful thoughts.

Hey mister,

Today, I saw a woman lay on her deathbed,

with her innocence snatched away,

by hands and eyes that strayed,

and then they let him get away,

so now his shoulders don’t sway

under blame

under shame

believing the pretence that her words didn’t matter much

than what was beneath her clothes.

so now her nightmares only have

Broad, ugly hands,

closed eyes,

sweltering thighs,

blood between her legs,

and scratches on her arms

pleas as she begs

a world shaded by a dark lens

and a defeated silence.

Today I also saw a boy love,

a girl who followed a different god

who had beliefs wide and broad

but no where those beliefs spoke of

a life where you shouldn’t love

someone who doesn’t follow the same saying,

in a world where love is the most natural thing,

next to laughter and joy,

and smile and pain

and loss and gain,

and rejuvenation and flame.