Eyes wanna talk, but heart denied,

words are stuck, and throat occupied,

Tickling in nose, indicating I can't hold,

Others can be sad ,so I act little cold,

Food infront of me, is difficult to swallow,

Feeling I'm full, although everything hollow,

I'm surrounded by people, still so lone,

Have huge List of numbers , but that can't ring phone,

They don't know my pain, as I never say,

I just want to stay crowded, on my way,

Journey will be tough ,I knew from start,

Have decided to keep going, with smiling heart,

Life will be like this only, path will never be straight,

Shall Drag myself put together ,as for victory .....I can't wait.