I love you a certain way | Rijjul Madaan

I love you a certain way,

Nahh... a certain pure way,

An innocent way,

a way that makes me

Crave to, massage oil on your hair

Crave to, hug you from over your shoulders.

Starve to, look at you, turn your head in a flicker, when you hear me call

Starve to, put my palms on your cheeks, and lovably look into your eyes.

Wait to, wrap your hands in mine and kiss them out of respect

Wait to, watch you actually say, what you say to me on text.

Allow myself to, watch you open your heart out to me,

Allow you to, feel me worthy enough, to cry in front of me.

I don't crave to, get you on your knee

And ask, or maybe, beg for my love

And a love, that too, which is, sociable, adorable, convincing and desirable.

Never have I looked at you in a way that you light up my desires,

I, have never loved you sexually,

nor casually,

I, have loved you heartedly, whole heartedly

purely, selflessly.

I have loved your happiness,

I have loved your voice that takes my name,

I have loved the hand that holds me,

I have loved the respect, that beholds me;

to not even break my own rules to love you,

I have seen your eyes that love me,

I have loved your love that loves me.

I have never loved your physique, your body,

I, in all those moments,

have just loved you.

I have loved you, your heart, your soul, your innocence,

I have just loved YOU,

in the purest, insanest, passionatest, lovliest and the most innocent way.

Cause I, have not just loved you,

I have loved you a certain way.