It happened to be on that day

When we were on our highs

Where I lost my virginity

As a momentary gift to say goodbye

I showed you my scars & flaws that day

And you stood there with wide eyes

Took a moment of pause & then you sighed

Looking at me calmly & pleasantly

Beneath my clavicle & in between my thighs

And in between those moments

You stared right into my eyes

Giving me the assurance I so needed that night

But I was still nervous & anxious of all the judgements I’d already passed in my mind.

You looked at me silently & closely

As if you waited all your life for this precious time

And I was noticing how you were appreciating every part of mine

Like I was some kind of pure divine

And love is divine only but, difficult always

so we tend to let go

the love which rise our soul

but afraid to suffer the melancholy it contains

It wasn’t easy for both of us we knew

But there I was, uncovered & unhidden in front of you

And you touched it all so gently & softly

Knowing it all could make me weak

That one night where my heart was beating so fast,

With all your electrifying touch, I was at the peak

That one last night where we just made love,

And didn’t speak.