Hey I am just a bean
Little and tiny
Enough and shiny
Just a silly and shallow
Poured in the soil
to be a better fellow
Suddenly just heard
the sound of a noisy world
Just saw the lightning
Feeling little frightening
Cloudy world roar
can't hold it more
It might fall down
It will rain soon
I am just a bit happy
Filled with lots of joy
As I am experiencing
First Shower of happiness
showered by that cloudy boy
Heard a lot about the soothing rain
Will it remain always peaceful or will it drain
Wanna be with this beauty
There is so much to admire as it's pretty
But its not gonna be the still world
It's raining a bit more and more
Soil around me changing its shape
Now it's becoming mud and making me awake
It's making me a bit nervous
Landed surrounded by
lots of lots of mud of problems
Now it no longer feels pretty
It just become clumsy and shitty
Still just trying to be fit in
As a per the demands of surrounding
Deep down it's still not getting in
Was not strong enough to fit in
Struggle to fit in the mud continues
But there is the flood coming towards
Unaware bean and hit so hard
That desire to be fit in just flew
Now the bean is screaming
I am just suffocating
Let me breathe let me inhale
I just wanna to live little here
Just want to survive somewhere
Feeling of being drown is insane
Bean just flowing with flow
Having a faith that it will end up
End up at some point somewhere
Bean just landed at one place
Here the flood flow is little less
Finally the bean felt a little blessed
But desire to have the best
it just now ended being messed
At least now the bean can rest
Can hardly breathe, but it's enough than best
Resting bean now started admiring stone
Caring and protective having a shelter of stone
Bean just started realising
Importance of being strong
rather than being gentle
uneasy to break, and
impossible to dismantle
Bean is now no more shallow
so much filled in wanna to be hollow
Now no more it looks silly and shiny
Ended Up having scars and still tiny
Bean is now no more green
but becomes a little yellow
Don't wanna be a better fellow
It's just start of being a grown up fellow
Bean now attempted to be a stone
shouting all around, cursing the cloud
Why just the cloud still on beans head
Not letting go and not leaving to be little alone
Still waiting for bean to come up ahead
Will it mean, it will rain and flood again
Bean is watching silently raining
Just quite, Fed up of complaining
Cloud is still raining everywhere here and there
Might be raining is just nature of cloud
There is nothing special, and nothing
wrong about beans wear about
Gradually bean getting habitual of fate
Still trying hard to be strong and insane
But bean is bean, still discovering path
Ended up locked in its own shell of stone
Beneath the protective shelter of stone
Now only care remains for shelter of stone
that only gentle place remains all alone
But its getting week day by day
So even stone wants to surrender
the bean before the shelter shatter
Might be not to the same cloud
but to the rain as it's important
for the bean to start new life
And it will not gonna happen without rain
Will bean ever able to glorify the rain again
Or will it take so long to get over the fear
Might be wounds heal too early
so it will look fine to surrounding world
But it will take time for scars to fade over
But don't know exactly how much
Till then bean has to survive
with it's own within battle
Battle between the fear and
hope to beat that fear
Every passing day bean hides the fear
Try to breathe for survival and
wanted to be free from scary tears
But realisation of having scars
Make the bean a lot nervous
Damaged hope then leads towards
Desire to run away, run away from each
and everything comes in appearance
Will the running away from everything
Can be a solution to fade the scars
Or wherever the bean goes and run away
Scars will end up being with bean
Running away is not a solution
To heal the problem within