My Journey So Far | Srishti Pandey

“How much?”, she asked

Less than them, I said

Both pairs of eyes form a frown

One from fear, another from dismay.

The child wasn't a prodigy

Neither was she lame

She was a girl with curls

Who only thought and barely slept.

Good grades and discipline

Gave her an extraordinary image

An image that was too grand

For the earthly realms.

She felt too special

And became arrogant

At least that's what she says

And thus, learning went down the drain.

Over the years as she grew

Our Mismanager could not handle

All that life threw

In her way to make her grow.

Some years later, she says hello

To the teary-eyed girl

Who cannot glow

As she is stuck in an ugly loop.

Her mother asks

“What happened?”

“Nothing, I don't know.”

Is what she blurts out in a go.

Swayed away by meagre things

Our naïve poetess lost herself

And now she really does not know

She really does not know.

Wisdom came and hugged her

Gave her relief and said, “Take things easy!”

That's the phase she's currently in

Trying to breathe and release.

May she breathe is what I wish

As her brain cannot function

In the mind, she dies in

Ah, when will she live?

Hopeless and lost

She gave up and fell from a high hill

Alas, this is what she's dreaming

She can still choose to dance and sing.

Divine intervention sent her to a new city

So that she lives her fantasy

Of starting afresh and clearing old energy

She wants all of it accomplished ASAP!

Foolish girl doesn't know how to take it easy

Wisdom cries seeing her follies

And that's how it's been!

I wish not how it's going to be...