When the fierce tempest stormed , soul awakened for the first time,
In the storm of rage, though naive was i
Yet in my ignorance, i failed to spy.
Sickness of my brain had clouded my once clear perception
In misguided haze wrong, seemed so enticing.
Each folly cloaked in a deceptive guise'
I found allure where darkness was residing,
A twisted path that blinded my own eyes.
My mind eluded grasp, beyond control
And my own body felt not truly mine,
But there is a truth i held , a force so divine
That my sickly mind is distinct from my incandescence soul light .
I started losing, breaking piece by piece
And seem like devil triumphed, seizing control
I felt defeated my soul's released
Myself being plundered consumed as a whole.
With fervent strife, i battled with demon in the dark
So flames of harm , never touch their hearts
Yet my loved ones remained Oblivion,
But i kept fighting with a warrior's spirit, fierce and tenacious.
Within my mind , the devil's voice did rise,
Whispering in my ears with odious intent.
"Embrace the end, where the bliss lies, obliterate it all bring utter lament"
But how could i surrender to defeat,
For it was not just my life i fought for,
I had to battle for three generations complete,
To keep them alive their essence restore .
Today i'm alive for i choose to thrive,
This illness i defy , with strength untold,
The doctor of this ailment, i must strive,
To heal myself, a journey to unfold.
Life is precious, a jewel beyond compare,
Do not squander it in reckless despair,
Each birth is unique, rare beyond compare,
Embrace the moment, for life is rare.
A grave illness plagued, a devil's fright,
But my pure soul saved ,my life held dear
With energy bestowed by familiy's light
My soul triumphed over darkest fear.
For i have overcome, my heart elates
With gratitude, i cherish those who care
My family's love, the bond that resonates
"The illness may have been a daunting strife.
But my Exalted soul was nothing less divine" •••
- Written by Hemant Kumar Meena(2023)