Your long legs that whisk you away
With each step imperious leagues
Would set any little girl adrift, but I
Was busy keeping pious pace.
A scuttling girl shadowing her father’s stroll
We approach the marketplace
A weeklong of work, but now you’re here with me
Hemmed in by the throng and din.
My canary umbrella is another snag
Dangling more like sack than shed
In my frail fingers it frolics from side to side
A funny little thing under glaring rays.
When your eyes turn back, and they always do,
I am falling behind, they seem to state.
So I strike the ground and I spite my feet
A wager of your approval against self-hate.
I maneuver through the towering swarm
Of buyers, just to sight
The back of your grey shirt, it’s my Sunday game
When I win, you’re by my side.
Holding on to your rugged pants then I hope
For you to look down, see I’m here
Lowering your gaze you check the firmness of fruits
While my eyes repeat, look I’m here.
The objects on display are charming all
Stacks of crayons, green and red
Fishes sheathed in silver perfect for a princess crown
At my father’s behest, they swing on seesaw scales.
I follow him then to the lanes where they sell goat meat
Standing by the bloody sludge, I wait
He discerns the good ones from the bad
To me, they all seem dead.
At last with bags bursting at the seams
He walks straight back, I wobble beside
At last he retires to the sofa
And he sees me, I close my eyes.