You can instinctively realise that there is nothing to hold on to, when you have started grieving yourself!

That's how it feels!

Sitting on the swing , sidelined!

Life has shrunk to 'ifs' and emotions are just paralyzed!

While clutching onto bigger ethics, you always have to watch other parts break!

I am afraid! This burnout is changing the way of the world, and this Pnuema has been ravaged.

The change has settled in like a cloud fogging over me with its strangling grip, i need to intervene,

And when the fog lifts, i just need to leave!

But that itself is wishful thinking,

As its not the change that's really gripping but emotion for one's reputation!

Running along the monorail of thoughts, just thinking,

Emotions bind the inner self and emotions destroy it too!