I build a sandcastle everyday | Anushka Verma

I built a sandcastle with golden pearls

In all its elegance—I dip it in the elements

Of dusk and dawn—I could not have gone

As far as a marble floor — But I have a lore

Chiseled in the smooth— Whimsies of my youth

Echoing in its halls —The base of the draping walls

Firm with conviction— I carved all my affliction

On statues so fair — My passion must flare

To those that just glimpse —In all one’s blinks

It does not dwindle— In hopes that it may rekindle

One’s soul to its yearning— While rogue winds keep turnin’

Safety lies in my fort— Like a lighthouse to exhort

The lost amid rough seas — And slowly the soft breeze

Gives us an amiable embrace —After the arduous chase

We have a shoulder to weep—This the light that I keep

Safe and sound — When dangers are abound

And darkness forlorn— This hope I adorn

With the pearls of my tower— As I await the sun’s hour

Waves come crashing— Clashing and thrashing

Against my humble dwelling— I tried quelling

God’s forces in vain—Foreseeably, my fort does deign

Like it never stood tall—My knees wobbly and they fall

On the ground I had begun — I could have never won

That which none should battle— But I shall go on to rattle,

Never soundless— Though it may appear groundless

For castles I continue to make— And what’s at stake

Is it’s very form I create—The chase after Fate

I am bound to lose— But no better muse

Than its gaping jaws— As for an applause

I no longer dance— All is for my own glance

A Daughter's Wounded Wings | Shalini Punjabi

Born with a silver spoon

She grew up listening to the stories of the moon

To which she swooned! swooned! and swooned!

Her constant companions were Barbies and Bears

Toys that were to her most dear

When taken away she would be in tears

Life was full of vibrant hues

Surroundings always kept her enthused

Sorrows she had never met

Hence there was nothing to fret

Her wishes were fulfilled in no time

For her parents more than anything, she was prime

Privileges she had abound

A small screech would throng people around

Endless demands and tantrums many more

Abundant care and supplies galore

By parents who made her life special

Her bonding with them she always treasured

But they became memories soon

She felt with them had gone the boon

She saw the evils of the world hand in glove

She had everything but love

She knew life had betrayed

But despite the wrath of nature, she never swayed

Today she has no grievances, no grumblings

She knows she would not gain from rumblings

She knows to listen to those murkier murmurings

One ought to have a heart, gracious and humbling

A Conversation With The Night Sky | Zara Fatima Ali

The starry sky once asked me,

"Which is your favorite star?"

I said, "That's such a pointless thought,

since they're all so far."

On hearing this he smiled at me,

the brightest smile he could,

and said, "Does that thought bother you?"

I said, "Of course it would."

He thought a while before he said,

"Do you believe in me?"

I said, "Yes, I believe in you,

you’re much more than you seem."

He looked quite astounded,

on hearing this from me,

and requested I elaborate

on what that statement might mean.

I started off by telling him

about those summer nights

spent lying on the cool, damp grass, surrounded by fireflies;

hoping that perhaps someday,

I might too be a star,

looking down on all the world

from somewhere very far.

I talked about the way that

he holds space for everyone –

lending himself to mighty eagles,

dragonflies, and to the sun.

A space so vast and empty;

end to end one could not fathom.

And yet brimming with life,

endless, like an iridescent chasm.

A blanket of sheer darkness

marked by freckles of bright light;

an ever-changing map to guide

the traveler of the night.

And when the weary traveler’s

time of rest is nearly done,

the sacrificial night sky gives

up all its darkness to the sun.

I told him he epitomized

the formlessness of Time,

a concept still perplexing

to the meagre human mind.

The night – a time of reminiscence

for the lonesome brokenhearted;

as they excavate old memories

of loved ones too soon departed.

A time for the young poet

to finally lift her quivering quill,

and put to paper all the feelings

she had sworn she never will.

A time for all the artists

and for every castaway

to congregate and find acceptance

in some random art café.

I told the night sky he was beautiful,

in all his strengths and flaws –

from when the soft zephyr would blow,

to when the thunder roars.

From the waves of Northern Lights

that set the darkest skies ablaze,

to the lonely snow-capped mountain

with unchanging, ancient ways.

From the way the clouds above us – nimbostratus tufts, when stressed

with liquid burden, shed upon us

milk from Mother Nature’s breast;

milk that fills each surface crater,

so, the moon of pale complexion,

pulls on our sea and ocean tides

as an act of self-reflection.

When my monologue came to an end,

I looked up the sky

and felt a raindrop on my nose,

as he began to cry.

“I’d never thought I played a role

as crucial as outlined.

You’ve opened these celestial eyes

through that ‘meagre’ human mind.”

He spoke to me like we’d been friends

for a thousand bygone lives.

But as I looked towards the east,

the sun’s first rays had warmed the skies.

"I am immensely moved, my dear,

you humans have a way

of keeping ancient beings as old as time

until the light of day.

I feel terrible for leaving,

but the sun will be here soon.

We'll talk again some other night,

I'll introduce you to the moon.

I thought I’d carve a space in

my old beating heart for you,

but I see that your veins already hold

a shade of midnight blue.”

I watched this cosmic being,

in his inky blue-black glory

step out of what was now the sun’s

yellow-orange territory.

And while leaving he called out,

“Hey, little human, I’ll come find you.

When your quill runs out of ink

I’ll make it rain blue to remind you –

You are never, ever alone.

My moon will be your light.

My stars exist in countless numbers

for when nothing’s going right.

My clouds in layers will protect you

from whatever comes your way,

until its time for me to let go

and hand you over to the day.

Speaking of – it is now time

that I must do exactly that.

I cannot wait until we meet up

for another night-long chat.

Goodbye my friend, it felt surreal,

to meet someone so true.

Your place is up among the greatest;

the night sky awaits you."

Grieve | Keya Singh

You can instinctively realise that there is nothing to hold on to, when you have started grieving yourself!

That's how it feels!

Sitting on the swing , sidelined!

Life has shrunk to 'ifs' and emotions are just paralyzed!

While clutching onto bigger ethics, you always have to watch other parts break!

I am afraid! This burnout is changing the way of the world, and this Pnuema has been ravaged.

The change has settled in like a cloud fogging over me with its strangling grip, i need to intervene,

And when the fog lifts, i just need to leave!

But that itself is wishful thinking,

As its not the change that's really gripping but emotion for one's reputation!

Running along the monorail of thoughts, just thinking,

Emotions bind the inner self and emotions destroy it too!

Angel whispers to the devil | Varnika Yadav

Long ago,

an angel gathered the lost pieces of his soul

and released them into the world.

Unaware of his own identity,

a lost piece considers himself devil.

After roaming for many years,

he sits on the ground-defeated.

Broken wings of darkness

still soaring high.

The dark regret drips slowly

as he starts to move forward.

The immense flames of disgust rise

from his broken heart.

Gathering his remaining strength,

he shouts in the silent space

to know his identity.

Finally, the angel descends to the earth

and whispers to him,” You are my equal

because angels are indeed disguised angels.”

Some other valley | Varnika Yadav

Heat flies with wings to valley of million stars

where hummingbirds sing for billion ordinary flowers.

All colours of the eye merge into one;

a sweet sound crawls straight from heaven.

Heart flies with wings to valley of mysterious butterflies

that fly into the colourful night with no trace behind.

A place where blooming faces are not afraid to cry,

where sun and moon belong to the same sky.

Heart flies with wings to valley of dark night

where waves meet the shore with all their might.

The silent whistle of trees makes heart flow;

a familiar melody from the universe

makes the whole valley glow.

The darkness in my heart has overflowed | Hope

Down by the beach

I’m dripping my feet

In the darkness-filled water

I feel effleurer

The black sea

And the Red shore

It reminded me of that one folklore

Of amore

The sun reflected the sea

So dark, even the moon

couldn’t be seen

the waves hit me, so colossal

I was drenched in hell

The air swayed with the water

And my heart’s blood replaced by darkness

And Lana in my coeur

“ooh baby, ooh baby, I’m in love”

Winds of Respite- Mohammad Suhaib Kidwai

Overburdened by the circumstances, responsibilities and everything that destiny has offered,

Here I am, with drooping shoulders and frowns.

No vision, no plans and in no mood to talk,

Here I am, alone but with millions of thoughts as I walk.

But somewhere still, I have this in mind, if it is harsh today, someday destiny will be kind.

Till then, it is better to flow,

Away to that 'Neverland' where the winds of respite blow.

Puddles | Amaira Sagar

Down with the rain,

comes unrequited hopes and dreams.

Form a puddle around my home.

The clouds have let out all they have been holding back.

The huge weight of this sack,

might make your back crack.

In all this desire of vengeance, hatred, and pressure,

You may center yourself to answer to your instincts.

To find happiness beyond measure.

Even though there may be a lot of pressure,

follow your instincts,

to find what you truly treasure.

Unlike the puddles which come suddenly in torrents.

To fill up the empty places in the ground with swell.

To find that stillness,

calm with no confusion,

is what’s called inclusion.

For my instincts seem rather weak,

until I start to answer for myself,

And not anybody else.

Friend, foe, or lover, nonetheless

Down with the rain,

comes unrequited hopes and dreams.

Form a puddle around my home.

The clouds have let out all they have been holding back.

The huge weight of this sack,

might make your back crack.

I repeat, for my instincts seem rather weak.

Until I start to answer for myself,

And not anybody else.

Friend, foe, or lover, nonetheless.

I am a wave- Nishtha Jindal

I am a wave that sprang from the ocean.

With a resemblance to the blue,

I worry about my adoration for the shore.

Every day and night, I go to him,

until I dive back to the ocean floor.

My meeting seems incomplete, a momentary play.

There are stones, pearls, and gifts that I sent his way.

I worry he has them,

What if plebeians took them as trinkets?

Perhaps I am no longer of the ocean,

Nature itself has partaken in what I longeth.

I am no more of the ocean now.

I have become a resident of the shore.

Money | Preeti Arora

Necessary evil and power

Raising standard of luxury

In every heart and corner

Site of it causes extravagance

Affording revenge luxuries

It excite people and cause ruin of lavishness

Discriminate among people

Pleasure in being seen in the company of rich and affluent

Cultivate friendship of the prosperous and let down the necessitous

In materialistic world it is inescapable

Respect it gained is unavoidable

Traveling around the whole world

It's worth is seriously unmissable

A Gazelle- Christy Manjaly

Hived there - in a sere moonscape,

Stands aloof, a two-horned gazelle,

Hare alike- digging deep in the sand,

I wonder if it was on a quest,

If not feasting on a guest( grass).

Sand, grains of sand is all there is,

Jilted like a perfect photographic frame.

Might there be some ancient pawprints,

Was it ever a false destiny?

Maybe a solace?

Or what if, it's in pure oblivion?

The inky black horns,

Curled upon - an emblem of mystery,

The young eyes, the forlorn figure - a splendid silhouette in the realms of time!

As he straddles, on the path, less travelled by,

I query, "if it's of concern- he is alone?"

Maybe it dwells on this isolated idea,

Or.... it's waiting for a tryst with "hope"

Now I question, " what is a desert?"

The poor creature's heart, or the land below the sky.

Is this his paradise,

Or does he hear the death bell?

With no fear in his eyes, and innocence on his face, how earnest he glides,

But, here I am mulling over,

With a satchel of quizzing doubts,

For which , I still haven't found an answer.

Can a dream manifest in him?

Was his escape a toil or even worse a failure?

But only , if he has a soul !

Does he?

Why am I even asking?

But, let me check, who am I?

And to this, I have an answer

A Gazelle , a mere gazelle in the walk of life.

Can this also be a language of love? | Sonali Mehta

True love, a bond that never fades

A love that transcends time and space

It's felt in the simplest things, like a faded kurta

That brings back memories of love and hurt.

My mother gifted it to my father, years ago

On the auspicious day of Navratri, a symbol of love and hope

The bright yellow kurta, now faded and worn

But my father still wears it, every year, from dusk till dawn.

The kurta may have lost its color and shine

But the love it symbolizes is still divine

A love that endures through the test of time

A love that is pure, unbreakable, and divine.

True love is not about the material things we possess

But about the memories and emotions they express

It's about the bond that two souls share

A bond that is eternal, and free from despair.

So let this kurta be a symbol of love

A reminder of the bond that my parents shared

A love that endures, even when one is gone

And in the end, all that's left is the love that lingers on.

Emerging | Bhoomi Agrawal

Under this starry skies

there are hearts that deeply sigh.

Tears in eyes, sequenced feelings rolls by

soft winds passes by, time heals tears dried.

The scars are left untouched

the pain opens when the heart is weak

in every corner of the dark

there is someone waiting to seek love that mends the shattered piece.

When the memories start to fade

the lessons and life awaits

loneliness makes it way, harder for you to stay

i wonder how often people are misunderstood and they have to pay.

When the emotions surround you

and you are in a spin

there is a blunder of hearts

and you fear change.

Under the starry skies, in every corner of the dark when lonliness makes it way

there is an undeserved suffering that takes place.

When you are in a spin, emotions surrounding you just have a look at turns

life is awaiting when the beautiful soul emerges fearing no more.

Consequences of the Pursuit of a Foolish Purpose - Varun Sam

Take me by the night to a place void of pain and sufferings' toll

Within thy bosom oh Paregoros, please hide my withering soul;

Let me take refuge from the cold darkness of existence's futility,

And set me free from the towering severity of life's dull veracity.

Once set upon the path of an infinite search for prudence

Into the forest of unknown unknowns to rend a dreadful sense;

The desire that yearning beckoned has been it's own demise,

The harrowing knowledge of eternal damnation: the wretched price.

Verses on pages: white; defaced with tools of indecent expression

Torture the mind and soul into unconscious submission;

Malevolence guides each words' incision,

Destroying all demiurgical impulses with precision.

Entitled optimism in the service of a ceaseless endeavor

To count sand grains on desolate shores forever.

Lethal injection of a thirst for consumption:

the pall over the hearse of autonomous thought conception.

Abject hopelessness turning days into one long night,

Misery wrings out the desire to end this plight;

Consciousness spent enslaved by a flawed idea

Born of insecurity, to cope with perpetual hysteria.

An empty pot with a hole can never be truly filled,

So too are purposes derived from infantile desires never fulfilled;

Abundance paves the path to eternal salvation:

the genesis of self and Being's reconciliation.

Weeds pulled out and thrown onto the funeral pyre

Of old self and old purpose to be set on fire;

Ignited by the flames of a new found consciousness

and a renewed purpose shall dispel from within all darkness.

A welcome pain and suffering shall still remain

however, Paregoros shall not be called upon again;

For only through pain and suffering's toll

is meaning rendered to life and soul.

Addressing casualty at places with extreme temperatures - Kshipra Pal

The long nights are to begin, soon

Here in the Vindhyachal hills

Where the last of cauliflower ears of the clouds

Have started gathering like sheep wool

To hear the dying mutter their final wish

With bated breaths (and perhaps to match oversized coverings) bailing out sunken guts

In fabrics... that's passed so many hands

As homeless as them, just a little more fortunate with the human touch

All remaining flesh and blood too shall cease, soon

When skins, brazen and rancid, would become haze

Over furrowed hillocks

Jagged like scorpion's back

Dead won't be commemorated. Or tombs erected

No sculptures or sepulchers

It's just pull back in mother nature

Where insects and dogs retreat to die

A retreat that can't and shouldn't be resurrection

Prevent. Spend a dime. Stow money. Pour hefty cents

When the air of Winter nights reek heavy with dead stench

Nobody kills nobody

No body walks with the buck

When the season is either frigid like December or fire like June

It always rests with the latter's sun and the former's moon

Lake Fiona- Dia Bagul

If you’d really loved me,

Would you stab me over and over

In the same place that I hid from everyone but you?

Was it too naive of me to ask for love,

Like you once did, but your father would resist too.

You know it's messed up when distance is the only pill

For the mental abuse.

Now you sit at the bank, sipping whiskey,

While the churning waters from Lake Fiona haunt you.

The moon is your only ally

In your darkest hours.

You walk through the woods and call it solitude,

But you haven't yet fought the ghosts,

They resemble something you've longed for all along.

Now you walk alone in resentment because no one is reaching out for you,

But when I did,

You sucked the life out of me, just like he would.

It's a misery, something you don't choose.

I've swum these waters and almost drowned twice.

I've bled so much blood.

I've loved you with scars in my hands,

Scars from your bullet tongue,

And from when I hid under the blanket,

silently watching your tall silhouette disappear.

No goodbyes, no letters,

But I'd still wait by the door,

Was a little kid,

And every doorbell was a siren,

I could only hope it was somehow you again.

And they said good riddance always,

but you are my hiraeth.

Hate to say this, but why did you leave me?

But when you reached out, I did the same.

Now I despise mirrors because I see your face.

There's satin darkness and years of dread

That I spent looking for love in all the wrong places.

It's a misery, it follows you.

I still miss home; I wander in these woods.

But I've come to know

There's no map to a place called home,

Because it's something you have or you don't.

But I still linger, linger, linger all the time,

Like the whiskey in your hands.

Ghostly trees and your torn picture from the family portrait,

I still have it in my drawer; it's a secret.

I decorate it with tears.

Hate to admit it.

It's a misery; it haunts you.

But you've bled dry too,

And I'm just another shade of rue like you.

I needed you,

Sleepless nights, stolen bliss, hiding corners,

You're my hiraeth, but the eerie one.

I imagined us on the telephone,

Your voice echoes,

As I grip my dress.

It says, "I'm sorry,"

And I say I'm sorry too.

I gather the strength to let go,

And I say to you,

"Dad, I've missed you.

Dad, I needed you."

Now I'm on the porch, ruminating.

Lonesome moon,

Do you care too?

It's a misery, something you don't choose.

It's a misery, it follows you.

It's a misery, something you don't choose.

It's a misery, it haunts you.

The streaming waters from Lake Fiona haunt you.

They haunt you.

They haunt you.

They haunt you.

And they haunt me too.

Letter to my doubters | Ribakerlin Lyngdoh

Dear doubters,

I realise now to see this,

That to be great, I don't need a rat race.

When I'll die, I doubt you'll remember me,

So as long as I live, I'll choose to be happy.

You may say my boat is going to sink,

But my opinions may differ from what you think.

You say others will look down on me,

But you'll see me sailing across the sea.

I'll be the one to prove you wrong,

I'll reach there even if it takes me long.

Though I know I can't be there today,

I know that I can make the way.

I will show you by my own deed,

That one day I will succeed.

That this is not the only way to grow,

I will show you other ways you don't know.

You will never know what is in me,

But my faith will grow and you will see.

Just keep the faith and I'll show you,

There's a lot of things that I can do.

When trouble comes and take my day,

Harder I'll work, more often I'll pray.

Your doubts will not make me go astray,

Deeper I'll walk, forever I'll stay.

I'll take baby steps to cross the wall,

I'll rise even higher, everytime I fall.

I'll be the one to write the end of this story,

So just let it be, you don't need to worry.

Because I'm stronger than I look,

I'm better than you know.

I have so much more to give,

And a stronger heart to show.

a tale i'll never know - Hridayansh Khera

perhaps in some other world,

maybe in some other story,

i held her hand and never let go,

i said what needed to be said,

i felt what needed to be felt,

perhaps in a tale i'll never know;

time stopped to run its course,

Oh, the intoxicating scent of the chilly breeze,

just that look in her eyes, that smile on her face,

i wish that moment would never cease;

maybe just for a moment there,

a slight smile upon my face, i didn't have to fake,

yet i suppose it wasn't enough,

the love i gave in every possible way;

to be honest, this is just fiction,

an imagination i made up,

because i'm a hopeless romantic,

i guess i'm the lover who'll never love again,

no more fire for this heart, i'll never let anyone in;

am i the dreamer who doesn't sleep?

am i the believer who lost faith?

am i the fighter who gave up?

but what if i'm the lover who accepted fate?

perhaps in some other world,

maybe in some other story,

i held her hand and never let go,

i said what needed to be said,

i felt what needed to be felt,

perhaps in a tale i'll never know.