I Think I Know Why People Die- Tanisha L N

It's midnight, all lies, all venom, all pity rises to life again,

Somebody has crossed all boundaries of sanity;

Somebody's been labelled 'absurd' again,

Somebody's the fresh tragedy.

They chose to vanish without a trace, without a goodbye;

But I think, I know why people die.

Somewhere beyond the warmth, peace and safe doors of one's abode,

Lies a broken shell of a woman, flesh torn and soul dismangled;

Someone gasping for breath, wanting to explode,

Their life a Web of deceit, hope a distant dream, and their core a meaningless tangle.

No arms to run into, none their eyes can meet, nobody heard their cry,

Sometimes, even when just on the inside, I think I know why people die.

Somewhere hums somebody's inner child,

the beloved, aspiration embodied,

Self, lost in the chaos, beaming eyes, their voice now a crushed rattle.

Heaving shoulders now life-less moulders,

their innocence drugged,

A graveyard of numbing pain, lost hope

and broken dreams is what's left of their battle.

I know what, between life and violent guitar strings lie,

I think I know why people die.

Somewhere somebody's years of penance flows down their cheek,

Despair masked with delicious fragrance,

shadows dealt with, with angry utensils and a knife.

Eyes of ambition now with the offsprings' burdens reek,

Their identity? Somebody's daughter, somebody's sister, somebody's wife.

When beings shudder into fragile pieces and they raise a question "why?",

I think I know why people die.

Somewhere when the city lies asleep, breathes into his pillow a man,

His entire existence, a string of unsolicited advice;

All self replaced with blame, authority and in times of need, " Be a man!"

His chest, a creeping hollow, his body a mere device.

When power is validated and hidden remains his deep sigh,

I think we know why people die.

Between daydreams of victory and dangling onto cords of hope,

I think we've all been there, done that, many a times.

Between achievements we desperately cling to and vulnerability we deny,

I think we know why we did; All of us died.