From
Love & Laugh
To
Tears & Self-harms
How much have I changed?
The Roaring minds & the Silenced heart
Turned the Cherries on cakes,
To Cigarettes & Vapes
Pills & Drugs, Knives & Cuts
Blemishes & Scars, the Stains & Guilts
Oh how much I have really changed!!
Fears & Heartbreaks, Anxiety & Stress
Lonely nights & Scary long miles
How much has my life torn away?
Short of breaths & Shaking legs
The Unheard cries & the Fake smiles
Perfect lies & Buried alive, Blurry faces & Hollow inside
Withered flowers & wounded wrists,
Hating light & Escaping nights
From
Cheerful kids
To
Battling the evil minds
I appear so changed!!
Unending paths & Unescorted life
With a seemingly content face
And still sobbing in my grey pillow every night
I have changed!!