Nostalgia- Parinita Bisht

Endless nights and days, I have fought for this

Given years and tears, sweat and blood

Ma, I'm finally here

and yet

All I want is to feel your embrace

Curl up in your corner of the Milky Way

I gaze out in the glassy morning dew

Almost smell that tea you drink

Hear the words you sing

Feel your hand bursh through my hair

As my head rests in your lap

I knew I would leave

(you, Pa, Home)

Oh, but I didn't, not really

Only knew when, crept up in me

A melancholy, like the scribbled notes

at the margins of a novel

tearing you out of your fantasy

Grounding you in reality

you are not the written warrior

but the yearning reader

No longer I stood

in the pedagogical grounds

I had dreamt of nights before

now, this was only the place

where my spirit subsit

Without your glow and smiling faces

I count now, all my memories

Good and bad, happy and sad

count them greedily and tuck them close

Visit them when Nostalgia grows

Kisses, lessons, all your words

Rediscovered now, when scarcely heard