Not loved | Hilwa Fathima

Not loved.

I can't get you out of my brain

You're just a cold ice that freezes my mind

Waiting for your text messages

was a mistake, now i know

I can't do it anymore

I'm already crying on the floor

I can't take these pills no more

I already know it tastes sour

I was falling hardly and badly

And you were sadly ignoring

This is what you called Love?

Or I'm just mistaken, my love

I was hopeless before i met you

Enjoying my own company like i always do

That night you gave me new hopes

Gave me butterflies

Now i know i can't keep them

Cz butterflies do fly high sometimes

I can't reach them with my hands

I'm hoping that butterfly always keep

that beautiful patterned wings

Just for me, only for me.