THE FOLLOWING POEM WAS SELECTED IN WINGWORD POETRY PRIZE 2023 LONGLIST.
Laying in the middle
Looking at the two figures
Sleeping with their back faced to each other.
The halves of the golden string
That connected them together once
Are being held by my little bleeding palms.
The question “How can love just disappear?”
Is wrapping its hands around my neck,
Choking me for the answer
I wish I had.
I have tried to tie a knot between them
But it always ends in
Sleepless storms,
Endless tears
And broken love.
Now I’m worn out and hopeless.
So,I'm going to let loose
And leave the absurdity
To the two ends of the string.
But occasionally one expresses their love to the other
Which makes me want to pull the halves
And tie it up by wrapping it
Around my strongest bone
Even if it may break me down
Till I’m dust.