Been scattered,I've been scared before
Can't bare anything, can't deal anymore
Rose from the ashes of my dead
Aftermath things now trigger my head
I don't want to feel that very way again
My insecure mind now deliberately chooses pain
I get back to where i rose through
All the false i experience
The distrust, the untrue!
Take me back to who i was
My breath trembles trapped in walls
When it felt i reached the end
Rope elongates , new hells are send
Thirsty i roam, find water in a glass
Thirsty i remained, it prooved a mirage!
My body feels numb, my mind is shook
Will there ever be a way ?
To exit this infinity loop!