THE FOLLOWING POEM WAS SELECTED IN WINGWORD POETRY PRIZE 2023 LONGLIST.
I was never really good at writing a poetry, so this one took a little time.
The words were created so that I could write about your smile,
So that I could express, how you made me feel for that little while.
Love, that’s what I hope, and that’s what I ask from above.
You see me sitting and you see my eyes water.
The only thing I thought of, is that I lost my Mr.Right
but its okay because i found myself, and when the times right I will see you again from the right sight.
You were afraid of hurting people who were impossible to replace, but I guess that was not the problem in this case.
Its okay, I understand, you found someone better who lets you be whoever you can. But rewind and see at time did I stop you from becoming the best.
Today I lost you butIi guess it okay because now you’re off duty and I won’t force you to stay.
Im not sad about it, or maybe a little but I guess that okay because I won’t go around and littler. Litter with the pages you gave, because I think that they should stay.
Having good memories will take me back to that place, where you said “I love you, forever and always”
I think you did mean it but the time was wrong, you were in love with the idea of having a perfect sunrise and not a bad storm.
I think i’ll live with that feeling for just a little while long because even when you are gone, I will be surrounded with all the flaws.