Towards an obscure abode! | Koushik Ganesan

Confused, I walk this road;

I'm a ludo token on a chess board,

Where squares change on the fly,

All at the roll of a die!

My lips welded into eternal smile,

Betraying my inner storm and hail;

Cursed, I am with the gift to see,

And yet never be seen;

Naive bout the world, they call me,

Lacking of dubeity and artful taint,

While they remain to conformity,

Chained without any complaint;

After a life of mockery and exploit

My inner world where I reside,

Is pruned to an abandoned home;

As the great Poe once sighed,

All I loved, I only loved alone!

Who am I? I enquire myself,

A sailor lost at sea?

An old novel on the wrong shelf?

Or a caged bird praying to be free?

Alas, I have no retort!

Thus confused, I resume walking this road,

To an obscure abode!