My Damaged Soul

After long in the daylight of the day

Now, the time has come to sleep in the sparkling moonlight.

But I wish I never woke up the next day.

I want to sleep forever.

Never be alive again in this world of evil

But the creator of this world has not given that right

My soul is now tired of alive

It wants to sleep forever

My brain is now smarter

but my soul has lost all its purity now

But to survive, I have to be wicked as others and try to show myself as a superpowered being

My purity has not been recognized by anyone and is considered deceit

My soul has damaged very badly now that I do not believe in its restoration again.

But some say time heals

Will this ointment of time work on it?

Or will it also lose its purity in this unpure world?

Though, if it loses I will remain wounded as before.