Colours of White | Anukriti Ashok

Gazing at the clear blue sky,

with hope in my eyes,

I took his hand in mine, and

sealed his love

with a dainty red line.

Gradually, the line faded.

Or rather, it was shrouded

by several others,

each bigger and deeper

than the other.

Red switched to crimson, then maroon.

Soon, got weary and changed its tune.

Now, it wears shades of blue, until

it turns into a hopeless, forgotten hue.

Vows taken by the yellow fire,

momentarily evoked his ardent desire

that grew even more vivid,

with every glass he poured

of the golden liquid.

Still, it didn’t drown his fury,

whenever I cried, “NO”, or

profusely said, “I am Sorry!”

At times, we did cherish

some orange sunsets together.

But, they never came

with a promise to last forever.

Now, there is only a small tinge remaining,

beneath the dying embers, slowly greying.

The sky was grey all along,

the dove was singing the same song.

Yet, I kept waiting

for the stormy rain to pass,

desperately hoping

for clear skies and greener grass.

I knew it was leading nowhere;

the pain becoming too much to bear.

Then, why did I hold on in the first place,

when there was nothing left to chase?

Time had come, for me to end it all;

to break all chains and demolish the wall.

Time to let myself see the light, and

paint my life’s canvas with, colours of white.