We Have Died A Million Times - Paridhi Bichchhal

We have died a million times before we would actually die,

Crying over our first incomplete love, oh, on our first heart break, we died a little,

Seeing our trust got played with, we closed our eyes, and disheartened we died a little,

Knowing our loyalty being crushed, oh see, when we had to start caging ourselves, we died a little,

Noticing our hands leaving the hands of our beloved,

we shattered, numb-eyed died a little,

We saw our father crying for the first time, bemoaning our hearts out, we died a little,

Staring at our sick mother's lifeless eyes, yearning our souls out in helplessness, we died a little,

Realizing that we all our losing our humanity a bit everyday, oh see, shamelessly we died a little,

Hurting and demeaning each other, by not realizing the value of our human existence, we died a little,

Cursing our life on every step we take, oh look,

by not loving our life enough, unfortunately-

we have died a million times before we would actually die.

GOD IS A WOMAN- Suhani Singh

Why am I a woman?

She asked as tears roll down her crimson cheeks, flushed with hues of vanquish and immense pain.

Is it just because a man needs a mate or is it because I am the key to heaven’s gate?

Why is it that nobody wants me for who i am but they covet and desire my body?

Why is it that a man abominates the very own blood from which life burgeons?

What shall I do to efface a man’s repugnance for my blood?

What shall I do to be worthy of love?

She deeply yearns for someone to say that she’s enough.

The Athena in her trembles with mad ire as she keeps accepting her trounces incessantly, coercing her to exhibit the sheer power she possesses.

It is this aureate womb ornamented with life that makes thee a woman, says she, her words laced with pure wrath.

The divine femininity within her holds the power to give shape to life,

The world seems to forget how she can cause chaos and strife.

She is the force that should be dreaded and not messed with.

She is indeed a goddess that should be feared and worshipped.

A Plea for Memories- Suhana Hanif

Hey, time, cease your thievery, I implore,

For my cherished memories, don't let them fade anymore,

They hold the warmth in my heart, like a gentle flame,

Moments of joy and laughter, each one a precious name.

I smile in solitude, my thoughts a mystery,

As memories slip away, stolen by time's decree,

I yearn to recall the boy, my first love so dear,

His eyes, his nose, his lips, etched crystal clear.

Oh, time, reveal the story of that old handkerchief,

Wrapped around my knee, a gesture beyond belief,

Who was that girl, so caring and kind,

When I stumbled and fell, leaving memories behind?

Take me back to that coffee shop down the street,

Where my favorite brew tasted so sweet,

Tell me who I spoke to, on that day so fine,

Was it spring or autumn, or another season's shine?

Remind me of the day I picked up that autumn leaf,

Pressed it gently in my diary, a memory to keep,

The feeling it evoked, was there a smile on my face?

Recollections lost, time's relentless chase.

And what of my first heartbreak, the tears that I shed,

What advice did my mother give, to mend my heart's thread?

Was it a chocolate cake or a brownie's embrace,

To bring back my smile, to lighten the space?

Tell me of the first novel I held in my hand,

Was it "Little Women" by Alcott, a story so grand?

The emotions it stirred, the worlds it unfurled,

Oh, time, don't let those memories be unfurled.

I yearn to remember the moments that shaped me,

To embrace the younger self, proud of who I came to be,

I stand tall now, for all the trials I've surpassed,

But that little girl within, she's holding memories steadfast.

So, dear time, I humbly request you to abide,

To halt the theft of memories, let them reside,

For these moments define me, they're part of my soul,

Oh, time, grant me this plea, make my memories whole.

Denouement- Jaya Mishra

- Part I -

If it didn’t cut your tongue then

perhaps you didn’t say his name properly.

I want to write only about him,

in singularity,

dissociated from everything else, and everyone else.

And the more I think of it

the more I realize that it’s impossible.

Absolutely impossible.

I can’t think of him more than my

Mother’s husband.

I can’t talk of him without talking about my mother.

I can’t talk of his existence without

talking of my mother’s pain.

A good daughter always loves her father more.

The words sit rancid in my mouth –

both –

daughter,

and father.

A good daughter always aspires to be like her father.

A good woman always wants a man like her father.

A woman always suffers like her mother.

- Part II -

The only kind of love I am capable of

is one that stays between my legs.

One which doesn’t involve talking about

childhood, and a future.

One which starts with an itch and ends

in an explosion when clarity re-enters.

One where you pick your pants up from the floor

and leave before the dawn cracks.

One where you touch me everywhere except

for my heart.

- Part III -

“But why?”

Because it’s a choice I can make,

unlike every other ones.

A life is forming in me

more and more every day.

A life that doesn’t have a choice

to be or not to be formed.

Where does one learn to be a mother

when trying desperately to run away from everything that

her own mother is?

“But why don’t you want it?”

because after failing as a daughter,

a sister, a lover, and a friend,

I can choose to not fail

as a mother.

The Rainbow Woman- RISHABH JAJU

His heart dances ; like being in a ballet ,

Your energy for him is like vibrating violet .

His feet stop ; never willing to go ,

Your imagination stretches him to infinite indigo .

His brain freezes ; can’t think of any clue ,

You are an angel for him straight from heavens blue .

His eyes closed ; go into a world serene ,

Your tranquility travels him to woods green .

His lips falter ; like a stammering fellow ,

Your thoughts glow him like a sunflower yellow .

His hands crave ; as a child for a lozenge ,

Your playfulness explores him to dynamic orange .

His feelings speak ; with those words unsaid ,

Your soul rejuvenates him to fire red .

Here’s the princess ; down all the swords bow ,

She’s the woman ; with all colours of the Rainbow !

Advice of your Thought- Varshitha Sigirisetty

I'm your friend, foe

Teacher,every relation

Of yours

Guess who am I?

I make you feel sad,

Happy,every emotion

Of yours

Guess who am I?

I may be good or bad

It may be noon or night

Any time of your clock

Guess who am I?

Ban your struggle,to clear out me

Just escape

However, I'll suffuse in your

Mind habitually

Escape again

Abandon me at infinity,

Be fond of infinite

Thoughts of infinity always gives infinite

bliss.....

Despair- Suraj Rajvanshi

In the world where chivalry is dead and causal is used with relationship,

A tale unfolds of a man and a girl, a story of absolute destruction of a heart,

In the depths of longing and struggle, where dreams were never turned into reality

The man walked the path which was never meant to be his,

On his way he met a girl, destined to sail.

His soul intertwined with her under the moonlight,

But destiny’s decree had a cruel design.

His heart aflame and hands became nimble in her grace,

Asters bloomed at her very smile and moon became dull by her face,

Her black pearled eyes never let any star shine bright.

He proclaimed every sunset and sunflowers on her name,

Every breath that left his body has her name written on it.

He fixed every dying rose with his heart tied by the stem,

Only for her to season him with rain and symphonies,

And hold him by her arms a little more tightly.

But fate’s whimsical hand twisted a knife in his back,

For she, enchanting and fair as yellow, chose a familiar face,

Someone he called his friend, his heart unmanned.

The weight of betrayal, drowned him in the ocean of tears.

Hiding the torment with a mask of positive affirmations,

His hands stopped writing her name in his poems,

Instead bled like a canvas with sorrow and anger.

With no one sight to ignite his heart again,

He grew numb and cold like a picture of a forgotten lover.

He watched them, every touch, every embrace,

He questioned himself, his worth, his might,

Why did she choose another’s comfort, despite

The love he poured forth, pure and true,

An offering of soul, a love imbued?

He fought with the moon and cut the ties with sky,

His heartache concealed in shadows of night,

Why did she choose him, when only he ever wanted was her skin felt on his

While he loved her soul, her essence untamed.

Unconditional love, pious and sincere,

Crushed beneath the weight of pain’s cold sneer.

Yet his wounded heart, unable to move along,

Haunted by the nightmares, through every agony

Still called her name, a flame unyielding.

He wanted to heal from the scars of affection,

But only choke his heart with the hatred,

Bleeding down on papers meant to share in bouquets,

He locked down every note and freckled rose he had,

Into the abyss of his solitude.

Through the sands of time, he shoulders the weight,

Of a heart forever scarred, never to abate.

He carries the torch of his love’s burning light,

A proof to the power of love’s enduring name.

Though the wounds may persist, their sting may cease,

His spirit ascends, embracing newfound peace.

In the echoes of his poems, his heart’s anthem would chime,

An attestation to a love that forever would chant.

So, let this tale serve as a monument to the pain,

Of a man who loved deeply, despite love’s disdain.

For even in the face of the broken dreams,

Love prevails, transcending life’s turbulent streams.

And though he never healed from the wounds of yore,

He found solace in the love he forever endured,

Delved deeper in the sands of despair,

A poet of longing, his words would eternally roar.

श्वेता- Sonali Chaudhary

सुना है तजुर्बा बहुत है तुम्हें

लोगों का घर का परिवार का

और अधूरे प्यार का ॥

सुना है स्याही से खेलने का शौख है तुम्हें

किताबे चेहरे बहुत से पढ़े है तुमने

और उनके बारे में लिखने का भी शौख है

सुना है लिखना है तुम्हें

उन नए शहरो के बारे में

उन नए चेहरों के बारे में

ढूँढा है जिन्मे तुमने हर बार

तुम्हारा वो बिछड़ा यार?

और

सुना है डरती हो तुम

की कही ये श्वेत पन्ना दागी ना हो जाए

कहीं वो प्यार बैरागी ना हो जाए

कही वो अधूरा प्यार,लोग ,घर ,परिवार

स्याही से तुम्हें ना रंग जाए ?

लो अब तुम कुछ सुनो

तुम हो वो अदा जो एक ही बार आइ हो

तुम हो खूबसूरत ,तुम समय की रेत हो

अरे कैसे दागी करेगा कोई अपनी स्याही से तुम्हें

तुम तो खुद श्वेत हो

உன் காலம் வரும்- V. Akshai Kumar

ஆயிரம் தோல்வி வந்தாலும் எழுந்து நில்

ஆயிரம் எதிரிகள் எழுந்தாலும் கடந்து செல்

நீ யார் என்று இந்த உலகம் சொல்லும்

கேட்காதே

நீ யார் என்று உன் மனம் சொல்லும் அதை கேள்

நீ வீழ்வதை பார்த்து சிரிப்பார்கள் கலங்காதே

நீ எழுவதை பார்த்து வியபார்கள்

மயங்காதே

உன்னை இளக்காரமாக பார்த்த கண்கள் உன்னை போற்றும்

உன்னை வேணாம் என்று தூக்கி எறிந்த கைகள்

உன் தொழ தட்டும்

புகழ் உன் வாசல் கதவை தட்டும் போது

அடக்கமாக இரு

வாழ்வில் எவ்ளோ உயிரம் சென்றாலும்

பண்பாக இரு

நீ உயரும் போது உன் குணம் அதை மாறவிடாதே

நீ வீழும் போது உன் வீரம் அதை

கைவிடாதே

ஏன் என்றால்

எதுவும் நிரந்தரம் இல்லை

இதுவும் நிரந்தரம் இல்லை

உன் காலம் வரும்

சற்று பொறுத்து கொள்.

SHE- Arshiya Garg

She locked herself in a room,

And spent time looking at the moon.

She cried for sleep at night,

Tears made her eyes shine bright.

She was scared to share things.

Like someone will pull all the painful strings.

She fought every second of her life,

Drowning in the pretty little lies.

She made everyone around her smile,

But she herself was too fragile.

She was scared to be alone,

But still loved to live on her own.

She sometimes hated herself,

Because she never knew how to love oneself.

She thought how a new day should start,

But every time her heart would just fall apart.

IT HAPPENED TO BE ON THAT DAY- Puja Parekh

It happened to be on that day

When we were on our highs

Where I lost my virginity

As a momentary gift to say goodbye

I showed you my scars & flaws that day

And you stood there with wide eyes

Took a moment of pause & then you sighed

Looking at me calmly & pleasantly

Beneath my clavicle & in between my thighs

And in between those moments

You stared right into my eyes

Giving me the assurance I so needed that night

But I was still nervous & anxious of all the judgements I’d already passed in my mind.

You looked at me silently & closely

As if you waited all your life for this precious time

And I was noticing how you were appreciating every part of mine

Like I was some kind of pure divine

And love is divine only but, difficult always

so we tend to let go

the love which rise our soul

but afraid to suffer the melancholy it contains

It wasn’t easy for both of us we knew

But there I was, uncovered & unhidden in front of you

And you touched it all so gently & softly

Knowing it all could make me weak

That one night where my heart was beating so fast,

With all your electrifying touch, I was at the peak

That one last night where we just made love,

And didn’t speak.

Marriage - Good or Bad? - Aanchal Verma

Marriage is a union of two souls, who vow to spend together life

She is my wife but the two live happily in strife

Marry to a man but what if he is a naive

I have heard it ain’t for the weak, for you need to be really brave

Marriage is beautiful they say, but I say its a dungeon

It’s a blessed union, not meant to die under a puncheon

Marry your love for it is pure, warm, and adoring they say

But you alter your thoughts my way for if you want to stay

Marriage means commitment we hear, it needs your time and devotion

But its often two hearts frozen till the deep of the ocean

Marriage is good, bad and so many this and thats

But I ask what is marriage, for to me it is hitting in world with a splat

DISQUIET LAKE - SHRUTI VERMA SINGH

You and me

Walking lakeside

No holding hands

Just comforting

In complete silence

Nothing left to be said

Nothing more

Nothing new

As we walk

No compulsion

No desire

No arousal

Of the body

Or heart

Or mind

Just me

Just you

When you let me be me

And I let you be you

Where he lets me be me

Where I let him be him

And in between

A vacant space

Of nothingness

Of disquiet

Aversion

Diversion

A torrid escape

Of heaving hearts

Of quiet

Of age

Of Ageing

Of Wrinkles

Of friendship

And giving

And finding yourself

A rediscovering

Of meaninglessness

Of Wordlessness

The lake knows

It knows these things

It’s seen more tears

Than the water it holds

Silent tears

Unrequited tears

Tears that laugh

Tears of the lonely

Deep unconfessed tears

Discomforting tears

Of anger

Of passing time

And disquiet hearts

Of unspoken pain

Of open wounds

Tears are invisible blood

Like sweat

Salty cries

But these moments

Are heavy noiseless cries

Of an unstill soul

Restless body and mind

And yet that weight

Close to the heart

Like an anchor thrown into the open sea

Moving quietly

Gently

Below the water

Landing between

The deep and blue

An open wound

Of uncried tears

Of unsaid words

Of unopened emotions

Of unacknowledged pain

Of unsound stillness

Of unknown sadness

Be still my soul

Dwell on it

Swell with it

Heave with it

The pain

And unsaid truths

That only you must know

And the lake

Of fears

Of grief

Of loss

Of time

Of fortitude

It knows it all

As it whispers

To the wind

As it caresses your hair

Saying it will be fine

One day

Perhaps not today

To live in hope

To change the fear

That nothing ever will make sense

Anymore

Yet it will

Someday

Just not today

Today I will

Dwell on it

Sit with it

That heaviness that weighs me down

With the lake

As witness

For it’s all knowing

It always knows

You can lie to yourself

But not the lake

It’s cold

It sees

It’s all knowing

Never forget

That feeling

Of knowing

That it knows.

When Death won't let you Die- Hridya Gireesh

Tear me into pieces, my soul from

my wrecked body.

I'm nothing more than an old rag sewed with guilt and despair.

The light has left my life and the

darkness frightens me.

How wretched I am, hopelessly longing for salvation.

So dig a grave for me too, and take

me with you before the Yew begins

to wither.

I can't rip you off from life, beloved.

The flower for your grave is yet to bloom.

Your thirst for me will only make you more desperate.

This haste is only until you touch me.

After that, there is no turning back.

When life becomes tiring you don't have to embrace me.

Ignore the shadows and go forth until you see the light that guides.

Don't burn your dreams up in the flames.

Don't put tears in your loved ones' eyes.

Lift your hopes up and see the virtues of life.

Breathe until you get a room of your own.

Pregnancy to Motherhood- Tanveer Sharma

My excitement in extreme got bounced,

When my pregnancy was announced,

My elation reached at its highest peak,

When I heard my baby’s heartbeat.

I started feeling my baby in the womb,

Crazy was me for those kicks in the womb,

On cloud nine, the curiosity was mine,

While being in pregnancy of month nine.

Finally, the most beautiful day arrived,

Though high blood pressure, but I strived,

In all extreme pains and loudly I cried,

Delivered the little angel and I smiled.

When I heard her melodious first cry,

My happiness was touching the sky,

Held her in my hand for the first time,

She was a fresh poem and a new rhyme.

Fifth May was the day a bit hotter,

I was blessed with a beautiful daughter,

She seemed to be a copy of her father,

Now, I feel elated to become a mother.

In the hospital, she came in my lap,

In my arms, my daughter took a nap,

Her little fingers were holding me,

Motherhood is somewhat moulding me.

In the meantime, happily, I was in tears,

My life was swapped forever into cheers.

Now, Tvisha shares her days with me,

Till the dusk, she stays with me.

The warmth we share with each other,

It is from our little chit-chat to laughter,

Her each emotion is damn special to me,

My doll has become so precious to me.

Loving her as so much my mother loves me,

Sharing my love with her & she does to me,

Now, she has become my morning alarm,

Her smile has filled my life with charm.

She has added beauty to my life,

I forgot my all pains when I had to strive,

It is true that daughters are the angels,

In every house, they are the life changers.

My all goodness is paid back by lord,

For the beautiful motherhood, I owe to God,

God blessed me with joy and laughter,

Because in my life, I have a cute little daughter.

Caged Liberty- Taroob Shabir

Don’t you walk bare-footed , the path is filled with numerous thorns

Don’t you look up at the boundless sky , remind yourself that you have a fenced castle

Don’t you dare , try not to fear !

There’s something beating deep inside , pounding , but yet put under 12 pair of bars.

The story of the prisoner of life and it’s scars.

The Jailbird knew no leaps and bounds

No norms or forms

So came upon him a worldly storm

Devastated all it’s charm

The saint left all his calm ,

Since then liberty remains captive serving the life of lifelessness .

So don’t you dare, try not to fear!

Everything is boxed , in here,

Don’t you try unfastening the strings

They want you to be the cocoons and not at all flutter your wings .

வாழ்க்கை பாடம்- Nithya K

வாழ்க்கை பாடம்

ஈரைந்து மாதங்கள் உனை சுமந்து

இப்பூவுலகை ரசிக்கவைத்த தெய்வம் உன் அன்னை!!!!

அழுகின்ற குரலின் ஒலி நிற்பதற்குள்

உன் தேவையறிந்து செயலாற்றும் ஒப்பில்லா உறவே உன் அன்னை!!!

பயமும் பதற்றமும் நிறைந்த நம் வாழ்வை

தெளிவும் நிதானமும் நிறைந்ததாக மற்றும் மாயாஜாலக்காரர் உன் தந்தை!!!

வலிகளும் சொற்களும் நமக்களித்து

நம்மை சிற்பமாக மற்றும் சிற்பி உன் தந்தை!!!!

ஆம்!!

கருங்கற்களும் வைரமாய் ஜொலிக்க சிறுநாட்கள் வலிவாங்குமே!!

இன்பமும் இரட்டிப்பாகும் துன்பம் தவிடுபொடியாகும்

உன் அருகாமையில் நான் நின்றால் தோழனே!!!

உரிமையை உறவாடும் என்னுயிர் சொந்தங்களே!!!

இதுவே சொர்க்கம்!!!!

மண் மதிக்கும் நம் மக்கள் நன் மக்களன்றோ!!

பொன்னாய் விளையும் நெற்கதிர்கள் தனை தாங்கும்

நம் மண்ணை தலை வணங்கி நிற்கிறதே!!

மனிதா ஒரு சொட்டு நீரும் அமிர்தமடா தாகமெடுக்கும் தருணத்தில்!!!

சுடு நெருப்பு சுவாலையாயினும் கடுங்குளிரில் நமை

காக்கும் நம் காவலன் அன்றோ!!!

வான் மழை பொழியும் நம் வானத்தின் அற்புதங்கள் பல பல…

உள்ளிழுக்கும் நம் உயிர் மூச்சு ஒரு நாள் வேலைநிறுத்தம் செய்தால்

மனித இனம் மரித்து போகுமே!!

செயற்கை நுண்ணறிவு ஆட்கொண்ட வேளையிலும் நம் இயற்கை நுண்ணறிவு

சகாப்தம் படைக்குமே!!!

ஒருபிடி மண் எடுத்து விதையூன்றி நாம் வைத்தால் காலம் முழுதும் இளைப்பாற

நிழல் தரும் மரத்தின் வாழ்வில் உள்ளதடா மனித உணர்வு!!!

தெருவில் சிறு பிள்ளை அழும் நேரம் நம் மனம் நோகும்

ஓடி சென்று கவலை தீர்த்து அம்மழலை முகத்தில் புன்னகை தவழும்

அந்நேரம் நம் கண்களில் ஆனந்த கண்ணீர் கரை புரண்டோடும்!!!!

பேருந்தில் அமர இடமின்றி தவிக்கும் மூதாட்டியின் நிலையறிந்து நாம் எழும்

அந்நேரம் அவரின் பார்வையின் ஆசீர்வாதங்கள் பல கோடி!!!!

இயற்கையின் இன்பத்திலும் மனிதாபிமானத்தின்

நெகிழ்ச்சியிலும் திளைத்து விடு மனிதா!!!!!!!

உணர்ந்துகொள்!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

இதைவிட பேரின்பம் ஏதும் இல்லை

இதுவே நம் வாழ்க்கை பாடம்!!!!

மாற வரம் தருவாயா?- JEYACHANDRAN RAJU

மாற வரம் தருவாயா?

உச்சரிக்கலாகா உபாதைகள்;

உச்சக்கட்டமாக, மரணவாயில் சென்று

பிரசவித்த பெறுவதற்கரிய அன்னையை

நிர்கதியாய் நிறுத்திவிட்டு,

அழியும் அற்பப்பொருள் வேண்டி

கண்டம்விட்டுக் கண்டம் பாயும்

அதிபுத்திசாலியாய் இருப்பதைவிட....

அலுங்கும் இலை,தழைகளை

அசுரத்தனமாய் ஆட்டுவித்து,

அடியோடு பிடுங்கி எறிய

எமனாய் எத்தனித்த புயலை

எதிர்த்து உயிர் காத்த

நிலத்தாயை நீங்கலாகாது,

வேர் பாய்ச்சி நிற்கும்

பட்டுப்போன மரமாய் மாற

வரம் தருவாயா இறைவா.…?

The poor woodcutter's dilemma- Aditya Vikram

A cheerful woodcutter, ready to fell,

to take the trunk and go to sell.

______________

Then came the voice, from the tree,

out of shock, the man lost his glee.

“Stop, o’ man”, don’t cut me down,

I am the mascot of purity around.

The man then gave a stern look,

like a villain from some fantasy book.

_________

Again warned the tree,

don’t be a fool, you ruthless dude,

I am much more than a piece of wood.

Come on man, use your brain,

I purify air, I bring rain.

______

In a hushed tone, said the man,

I am illiterate, how would I live,

I sustain myself, with the wood you give.

A stern silence then prevailed.

______

With a sorry face, he got ready to slew,

but today it wasn’t an easy gum to chew.

With the chat in mind and the axe in hand,

he still went ahead the way he had planned.

______

With a heavy heart and eyes moist,

he picked up the log and left the forest.

Let her live- Tanya Garg

She wants to live

She doesn't want to die,

She wants to smile

And doesn't want to cry,

She wants to be loved and cared like thee,

But she is treated like a prisoner

and never set to be free.

She is in pain,

and wants to be free

But we keep being nescius

Aren't we?

Why to be so caitiff, when you can be polite

She is also a human

and has her own rights.

Lets try to make this world,

A better place for her,

Where she can live freely

And be loved like others.

Its not difficult as it may sound,

Its we only who give her wounds

Its not a vitriol, I am trying to make it to be

But yes,

I am also a girl,

Who wants to be loved and cared like thee.