Conversation with the Devil | Ritika Kumar

The constant struggle

To choose to be a good muggle

While the bad chokes me up

The everyday bdsm

The Stockholm Syndrome

The pleasure in the pain

To find romance in the rain

The poison which you partake

Every time you accept a bad mate

'It's just how the world is,' My mama said

You got to be the bigger one, crying to bed

The burden breaks my neck

The devil says it's not always on you

To cash the goodness cheque

You can be the scorpio, he suggests

Sting the one, who calls you a pest

I smirk,

One shot

And they be dead

The blood on my hand

Could make the kill and mend?

The satan comes as a peculiar friend

Take me, eat me, defecate, I recommend

For I am done

Being the good one

Trying to blend

Ishq | Nidhi Singh

ishq kya hai?

kya yeh mehez unn teen shabdon ka silsila hai?

ya hai kuch ussey zyada ya kam?

Ishq ka suna hai darya bhi hai, Aur dubney wala aashiq hota hai.

Agar mein kahun yeh sab mehez baatein hain, kya tum manogey?

Agar mein kahun aaj mei apna matlab samjhana chahu tumhein, kya tum sunna chahogey?

mera ishq!

mera ishq, na toh ek darya hai!

Na hi unn teen shabdon se bataya ja sakta hai.

Mera ishq toh tum ho.

Na shabdon mei bayan ho, Na soch se bahar nikala ja sake.

Tumhara hasna-muskurana, iss kadar mujhe chu kar chale jana,

Jaise mere andar ke taaron mei, hulchul si kar deta hai.

Mera Ishq!

Mera ishq uss panney ki tarah hai, jisey kholkar sunghaa jata hai.

Mera ishq uss kagaz par siyahi se likhe unn aksharon jaisa hai, jinhe mita toh sakte ho par uss kagaz par chaap sa reh hi jata hai.

Mita doge, dunia ko nahi dikhega,

tum janogey-mei janungi, aatma se kaise nikaal paoge, Mera ishq!

Mera Ishq shuru tumhare hothon se hai mere maathe par, khatam tumhari baahon mei hi hai.

Na yeh tum mujhse le paaogey, na hi tum khudse bhula paogey.

Mohabbat hai yeh mehez ek aam insaan ki, isko tum apne andar se kaise nikaal paoge?

Relationships in a broken box | Nusrat Jabeen

This little box we built together, it's slowly falling apart.

The memories we shared together, they're fading from my heart.

It's like the walls are caving in and the roof is blowing away.

I'm holding on to what we had, but it's slipping away.

We can't put back the broken pieces of this box that we call love.

There's no repairing what's broken, so I'm giving up.

Our little box of memories, it's all that I have left.

And now I'm standing here alone in this empty space.

I reach out to touch you, but you don't feel the same.

Our connection used to be strong, but now it's all in vain.

I can't seem to find my way back into your embrace.

Our hearts were once united, now I'm here all alone in this place.

Periods | Deeksha Sharma

“She bleeds every month to honour the nature of her body”.

She knows that pain, cramp and emotional turmoil will only add up to her glory.

The agony that goes behind these days is not a result of some unwanted fate,

but rather is a proof of her patience and cannot dictate her story.

“She bleeds every month to honour the nature of her body.”

Her own blood flowing calmly through her down route is being labelled as impure or sinful,

but the blood being forced out through each other’s body is not.

She’s being looked down as her purity gets questioned.

But it is this blood which is efficient enough in granting you your entire existence.

In a world that boasts about love and equality, she only wants body positivity, acceptance and not narrow-minded resistance.

As menstruation is an innate part of our lives and not some bizarre disorder as often thought, so there’s nothing wrong with that big RED SPOT.

“She bleeds every month to honour the nature of her body.”

My Journey So Far | Srishti Pandey

“How much?”, she asked

Less than them, I said

Both pairs of eyes form a frown

One from fear, another from dismay.

The child wasn't a prodigy

Neither was she lame

She was a girl with curls

Who only thought and barely slept.

Good grades and discipline

Gave her an extraordinary image

An image that was too grand

For the earthly realms.

She felt too special

And became arrogant

At least that's what she says

And thus, learning went down the drain.

Over the years as she grew

Our Mismanager could not handle

All that life threw

In her way to make her grow.

Some years later, she says hello

To the teary-eyed girl

Who cannot glow

As she is stuck in an ugly loop.

Her mother asks

“What happened?”

“Nothing, I don't know.”

Is what she blurts out in a go.

Swayed away by meagre things

Our naïve poetess lost herself

And now she really does not know

She really does not know.

Wisdom came and hugged her

Gave her relief and said, “Take things easy!”

That's the phase she's currently in

Trying to breathe and release.

May she breathe is what I wish

As her brain cannot function

In the mind, she dies in

Ah, when will she live?

Hopeless and lost

She gave up and fell from a high hill

Alas, this is what she's dreaming

She can still choose to dance and sing.

Divine intervention sent her to a new city

So that she lives her fantasy

Of starting afresh and clearing old energy

She wants all of it accomplished ASAP!

Foolish girl doesn't know how to take it easy

Wisdom cries seeing her follies

And that's how it's been!

I wish not how it's going to be...

Handpicked | Zainab Aliyah

An ode to Turkey and Syria

On a frosty Monday morning, the Third of this February,

An earthquake swept through lands, the worst in all our memory.

It came for sleeping towns, rattling them alive,

Unleashing in it’s furore, a fight to just survive.

Wreaking havoc in its stride, it was followed by three more,

Each one aiming for blood, angrier than before.

Strong and mighty towers, like blocks they all collapsed,

Taking with them all those, who had only then relaxed.

Headlines flashed through screens, of the sad, befallen state,

Each still trying to track, a mounting casualty rate.

The Syrians woed hypocrisy, while Turkey called for aid.

Though both were only struggling to secure what had remained.

For weeks after that, such humbling sights we saw,

As stories from ruins emerged, the world watched in awe.

From between that rubble, we witnessed what we call Fate.

Each soul handpicked, to each its promised date.

Despite, the days without food and with no means to survive,

Even those presumed dead, were crawling out alive.

Down beneath the wreckage, a mother who had given birth,

She was chosen for His heaven and the child to remain on earth.

In the midst of that disaster, not one of them we saw,

Questioning His mercy and straying from His law.

With only the sky as their shelter, and their faith to keep them warm,

They still bow in obedience, in the Salah* that they perform.

While I watched these legends, I could not help but wonder,

Who would I then be, if the earth should split asunder?

Will my faith survive, a fall from twenty stories?

Or will I remain the one lamenting my miseries?

Is my haya a conviction, or is it a mere accessory?

Will it adorn me in a disaster or will I call it unnecessary?

Will mine be the womb, that births children who mourn Salahs*,

Or will it birth the ones, who hold back from their Zakahs*?

Were I to lose my loved ones, and then be putting them to rest,

Will I still not stop saying, that Allah is the Greatest?

And were I but to die, will my soul return, pleasing and well pleased?

Or will it be the unfortunate that screams to be released?

Will my people be the ones, that flock together to aid?

Or will we be the people that flee to where there’s shade?

Will we spend weeks in service? Or will we frolic in our gains?

Are we really the people, that feels the Ummah’s* pains?

A mighty lesson they’ve taught us, Turkey and Syria too.

Reminding us all again, of the one thing we always knew.

That the world is but a rubble in an imminent collapse.

Worthless than a fly, or the wings that it flaps.

That our deeds will soon be called in the Court of the Most Just.

That in His Hands remain our lives and it is in Him we place our trust.

That the lives that we are given, in its each precious breath,

Everyday we stand only moments away from death.

-Zainab Aliyah

Glossary:

*The Muslim prayer

*The Five Muslim prayers

*Compulsory Muslim charity

*The Muslim brotherhood

Perpetual Love | Moshmi Nyorak

The world in slumber lay so quiet

yet dad my heart still bleeds in pain

as I recount my loss in painful tears

those fond memories of past

messed up in shady thoughts

why good time cease too soon;

I thought we had a long voyage

clasping my soft hand in your grip,

but you left me lone and fast,

undecided where to tread and hope

as I recalled daddy’s little princess,

whose dream she sought to fare,

but her thoughts remained unspoken;

so drowned in love no words could measure

silently grieving her tears away

knowing he found a better world,

Her heart profoundly beats

to feel her daddy’s touch

to wash away her painful tears

serpent | Muskan Dubey

why?

why can't i breathe?

this suffocating hatred

is it even mine?

when?

when did i learn to be this cruel?

venom laced words

like glass shards

cutting my soul deeper and deeper

unrelenting

as i color my world crimson.

is this even me?

i can't tell

for the person in my memory

never knew such violent symphonies

serenading unassuming fools with my curse

as they sleep and dream

unaware of the destruction hovering

this person in the mirror

familiar yet unknown

is it still my mother's daughter

or is this the vile creature they have always told me i possessed

i will protect you it says

as it burries my mother's daughter

mourns, lays a flower on her grave

with gentle hands

"sleep"

"i will protect you"

.

.

i love you it says

as it takes over me

holds me down, strangles me

with vindictive hands

"die"

"i love you"

i don't love it

i can't love it

the language it speaks sounds foreign

ebbing and flowing, like a serpent

weaving its way in my ear

and feeding on my brain

the language of flowers i taught myself

now long forgotten

my soul sits quietly

as my world shatters

defeated

her cries unheeded

subdued by the force of its darkness

the hands that nurtured

now wreaks havoc

the heart that loved

now rots

oh darling girl

i am sorry

i am sorry

how did i get here?

how did i get here?

O Zainab | Alina Zaidi

With broken pieces of my heart,

I write a poem about Karbala's depart.

What a beautiful gift gave me, my mother

A heart that cries for Nainava and remembers your brother.

You sacrificed Ali’s, Hasnain’s and your beloved sons.

At midday, during the raging, burning sun.

O’Zainab ! as a poet it bewitches me while writing.

Your brother is martyred, horses trample and blood flooding.

Such horrors on the prophet's progeny and you saw it coming.

Bloody battle ragged all day,

At Asr’ the world became dark, there is no way.

O’ great Zainab you took on the mantle to show the way.

O’Zainab,

You entered Kufa’s palace with awe inspiring dignity and calmness.

Ibn E Ziyad’s court was amazed at your gentleness.

You disputed the wrongdoers with your speeches, aloud.

And your eloquence silenced the overbearing crowd.

O’ Zainab, you, ‘The messenger of Bathaa’ , emerged as a timeless role model for humanity.

You taught us ‘Victory of truth’ in Karbala’s calamity.

Your exemplary role, Asr E Ashura is a work of lasting poetry.

Alina Zaidi

I think we have met before | Vibhati Aggarwal

I think we have met before

You smell like the flowers in my hair

And feel like the silk of the scarf I wore

You sound like the wind-chime I played with that day

You look like the sky full of stars I wanted a bit more

I think we have met before

You seem to be the dream I once saw

The presence I felt behind every time I felt low I think you were the shade of the tree on that sunny day

And in the wind that blew in the meadows

I don't recall too well

But I think we have met before

You feel like the warmth of my hoodie

The wave of the ocean on that shore

I am not paranoid but I feel like

I had you beneath me as my favorite pillow I felt you on me in the dress I wore

And yet today when I meet you in person Could touch and pinch to know it is you You seem so distant, so unknown

So different from my image of you

As if you were better off

In my sweet little imaginations alone

Not loved | Hilwa Fathima

Not loved.

I can't get you out of my brain

You're just a cold ice that freezes my mind

Waiting for your text messages

was a mistake, now i know

I can't do it anymore

I'm already crying on the floor

I can't take these pills no more

I already know it tastes sour

I was falling hardly and badly

And you were sadly ignoring

This is what you called Love?

Or I'm just mistaken, my love

I was hopeless before i met you

Enjoying my own company like i always do

That night you gave me new hopes

Gave me butterflies

Now i know i can't keep them

Cz butterflies do fly high sometimes

I can't reach them with my hands

I'm hoping that butterfly always keep

that beautiful patterned wings

Just for me, only for me.

अब तो उड़ना सिख | Akanksha

क्या रोके तुझे उड़ने से रे पंछी,

क्यो न तोड़े तु पींजरे को।।

पायल जो बन गई है बेड़ियां तेरी,

क्यों न खुद को अब झकझोरे तू।।

रौशनी तो साथ चलती थी तेरे,

रास्ता कैसे भटकी तू अंधेरे में।।

क्यों न करे तू यकीन खुद पे,

रिश्ते हैं सारे बेईमानी के।।

आंखें तो खुली है न तेरी,

क्यों धकेले तू खुद को धुंध में।।

क्या उड़ना भूल गई है तू,

कोशिश तो करना सीख।।

सामने मंजिल है तेरी,

गिर कर उठना तो सिख।।

क्या रोके तुझे उड़ने से रे पंछी,

अब तो उड़ना सिख।।

Phir Wahi | Simran Goyal

Uss mauhalle ki gaalio mai

Udhr ke shor mai,

Phir kadam rkhaa hai humne

Kuch arso mai

Unn hawao mai phir

,Wahi ehsas

Unn gaalio ke kone kone m teri Phir Wahi aawaz gunji hai,

Unn diwaro m likhi gyi yaaadon se phir Wahi muskurahat aayi hai,

Tere ghar ke saamne niklne se phir Wahi bechani si chayi hai,

Phirse kuch khamooshiya aayi saamne,

Mudhkr dekha peeche humne

Phir Wahi teri dhundli si jhalak paayi hai

Dil ne phir dhadkte hue kha khudse

Mohabbat toh hai wahi purani si hai

Ehsas aj kuch phir hua hai......

Phir bhi chalege hum aaage

Khudhko na rokege phirse peeche

Aankien band kre,

dil paar haath yu rakhe,

chldiye kuch kaadam hum phir aage,

Phir thode kadam kya thhere humare ,

Dil beechara phir peeche wahi choot gya!

Kuch kadam thoda phir peeche lete hai,

Dil ko kisi aur ke dil m phir wahi jagha dete hai!

Miss Patriot | Rakshana S

Driving through a deserted road,

Beaming smile lit her pale face

While glancing at slow pace,

The ebony sky lit by the silvery moon.

19.47 did her comfy finger tune the radio,

“Unknown letters from Kargil” broadcasted

The soldiers eternal bonding that outlasted;

With so many letters being read on the show,

“To Mishi ! with full of love,

Come back soon did I last hear from thou,

Hiding at the snow-flaked mountains like a dove

Battling bleak and bitter cold at miles away

Striving hard to see your placid smiles on the way

Pure love, brave Mommy” read one.

With the radio tuned high,

Tears rolling out from her eyeballs, she did sigh;

On the eve of August 15th did the radio

Remind her of brave mommy’s presidio.

With patriotic breeze all around,

Come back mommy! very soon

With mommy India safe; pure love- Mishi

Did her heart speak looking at the moon;

The spell of silence around Mishi

Was broken with the wordings from the radio

“Param Vir Chakra protects our tri-color Chakra”.

You | Neha Natasa

Gloomy days and sleepless nights

Nothing stopped you from shining bright

The moon above and the shining star

Are nothing compared to what you are

Smile so pretty like a blooming flower

Embrace yourself for the way you are

Scars are evidence of the battles you have fought

Oh! Look at you and the power you have got

The beauty standards and judgements around

Know your worth queen it’s the time to astound

A girl with dream is a woman with vision

Choose your bricks,you are the architect of your mansion.

Tint of red and shades of pink

Do you really need it? Just think.

You are perfect,you are enough

Nothing can beat you,you are tough.

Gaja: The Visibly Invisible | Geethanjali Bhas

They gaze at the blazing sun

Winged elephants

Defiant in fullness

Heart-born

of poets anonymous

Who chisel and carve their

symphony

To permeate the wheel of time

Burnished pullulations

of nectarine

Across a parched earthy vastness

Rise in reverence

To question an ancient stream

Lost in its reverie of laughter and

tears

Sharp footsteps , nearly there

Flutter on the cadence of shadows

When someone tries to escape

From the grid of their thoughts

Far away

A crimson halo

Lurks around a cauldron

Simmering in silence

in its niche

Unattended

To swell over

And embrace the ashes beneath

There in deep dungeons

Murmuring variegations

of mouldy belief

Cocoons glitter

in somniferous zest

Falling then, now rising again

Faint pulses of an epic conquest

They gaze at the blazing sun

Winged elephants defiant in fullness

Heart-born of poets anonymous

Who chisel and carve their symphony

To permeate the wheel of time

Burnished nectarine pullulates

Across a parched earthy vastness

To question an ancient stream

Lost in its reverie of laughter and tears

Sharp footsteps , nearly there

Flutter on the cadence of shadows

When someone tries to escape

From the grid of their thoughts

Far away, a crimson halo

Lurks around a cauldron

Simmering in silence in its niche

Unattended to swell over

And embrace the ashes beneath

There in deep dungeons

Murmuring variegations of mouldy belief

Cocoons glitter in somniferous zest

Falling then, now rising again

Faint pulses of an epic conquest

MERI JAAN HO TUM | Neha Bano

किसी का ❤️इश्क किसी का ख्वाब हो तुम,

👸मेरे दिल का सुकून और करार हो तुम।

तुम्हारे दीद को तरस गयी हैं ankhiyaan👁️ ,

इन चमकती आंखों के कार साज हो तुम।

किसी राह पर ग़र मुलाकात हो बिन बोले ही भर 🫂लेना बाहों में,

क्योंकि इस दिल के वाहिद हक़दार हो तुम।❤️

इजाज़त की ज़रूरत नहीं है तुमको,

मेरे दिल के शहर में अब नवाब हो तुम।।🤴

और क्या लिखूं तारीफ में तुम्हारी ❓

इतना काफ़ी नहीं कि मेरी बेवजह मुस्कुराहट😊 के पीछे बहुत ही खूबसूरत इल्ज़ाम हो तुम ।।।।☺️❤️

किसी का इश्क किसी का ख्वाब हो तुम।।।

मेरी जा☪︎ मेरी जान हो तुम।।।।।❤️🤴👸

Mirror | Kritika Agrawal

You did good,

You did great,

Do not be upset, my love

You found the one,

With that "ugly" face!

Maybe I am not good,

Or great per se.

You tried to be beautiful, right?

What happened to it, I ask till today!

Some things are right...

Some things never change,

You had to leave,

While I stayed!

Clearing the mess, you made

With that stupid face!

Troubling the people around,

Like always!

These marks on my neck,

Those cuts on my back,

Describes a place I have been to..

Many times, with grace!

That utter silence,

& those bitter-sweet swords,

Had cut my throat,

Thousand times before!

Exhausted,

Tired,

Bursting into this rage,

I cracked it, finally…

Saw my face in those pieces.

Small and big

One and millions

Sharp like blade

My mirror showed me,

What I am today!

Little | Nandana Gireesh

Running too fast, passing down streets

Laid in light uncovered within sheets

Forgetful are we forgetful enough

To be neglected in mindful thoughts

Acting in front rough and tough

Handful tears behind bars spirit ersatz

Crowded hustles buried our ears

Closer further ourselves in fears

Ignorance befriended little things

Fussy existence held tighter to havoc

Array of regrets harder stings

Apprehension built itself barrack

Slipped away between chaotic swarm

None were lil anymore for it deform

By itself invisible and trivial

Worth noticing yet left out pushed back

Was not calling out for rues

Lost elegance for mankind for

Little things that were not anymore little!

Belief | Asif Shaikh

You got a life, You've got to live

The good is yet to come, I want you to believe

Struggle is eternal, Grind is the key

Nothing comes easy, I know you'd agree

Dusk makes you doubt, but you know there is a dawn

You might not reach the height, but remember you are a fawn

Struggle will make you shine, Lessons will make you rise

Your dreams are here to realize, and their testimonies will surprise

Thrive for that day so it becomes an eventuality

Your belief has the power to make it a reality

All the best!